BONDAKU ZAHARAH HASHIM

1.40am

Ibuku sayang, pada waktu ini ,doaku pada Yang Maha Megasihani dan Yang Maha Penyayang ialah agar Ibu nyenyak sepanjang malam . Ya Allah Ya Rabbi, bless my mama with a deep sleep, show her that magical Garden , make her smile.....may that awesome sight take away all the pains of this world too.

Rasa2nya Mama sudah tiba penghujung jalan, wallahu alam. Having said that , I am proud of you Mama for being a cool, strong woman in bearing what seems to be an endless test.  Bersabarlah mamaku sayang, dengan apa apa ujian dari Yang Maha Esa.  Turn to Him , berserahlah segala jiwa & raga , mintalah kepada Dia .Sesungguhnya kepada Dia akan kita kembali. Ya Allah, ampunilah segala dosa ibuku ....inikah sakaratul mautnya Ya Allah? Ya Allah , semoga ujianMu ini sebagai satu by-pass channel untuk Ibu terus masuk ke Jannatul Firdaus. Ya Allah I pray You grant her with a soft & gentle ' switch over' from this life to the real one.

Mama, you gave birth to me at the tender age of 18   , and I was told that Papa was not in town. He was looking for a job........The name given to me was of my uncle's choice , since my Dad was away. My poor Mama ,having to go through your first labour all alone. Mama sayang, this time we will hold your hand till you reach your finishing line....you will be overjoyed when you finally reach it insyaAllah.

5.40 am. My mom has been taken to hospital. Again. Sesak nafas again. Ya Allah ,tolonglah ibuku...ampunilah segala dosanya,  grant her husnul khatimah ya Allah. Place her in the best place as soon as she leaves this life. 

Nabi SAW bersabda, "Barang siapa yang di akhir hayatnya mengucapkan la ilaha illallah (tidak ada Tuhan yang berhak untuk disembah, kecuali Allah SWT), maka ia masuk syurga." (HR Abu Daud).

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